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Sunday, 21 November 2010
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I guess its best if i moved on
I really really don't know what has happened. One moment we were so happy together,and the next,our relationship has gone down the drain. What has happened between us? I must have been a really fucked up boyfriend for you to treat me like that now. The way you talk to me,it just makes me cry. You don't even care about me anymore. Why? Do you really not love me anymore? Or have you found another guy? Anyway what does it matter right,we're just friends now. I was just about to make us official but i guess it was not meant to be. Words can't describe how heartbroken i am now,really. I really don't see a point in continuing on. Before O's,i couldn't help but think about the amount of fun we both would have,together,as a couple. But all those is over now,i messed up big time. I feel so lost now,so empty,what do i do? My heart breaks everytime i see you having fun,without me in your life. Its like you're not even affected by what has happened,why? Do you hate me that much? Or you never loved me in the beginning? I can't help but think that you want to remain friends permanently,and that really breaks my heart.
I don't know what to do,i don't even know what's real anymore. Well i guess all this is just karma haha.
Monday, 02 August 2010
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Road To Recovery
Dear wh,
i know everything has been really screwed up lately,so i decided to say what i want to in this post. I'm really really sorry for everything i've put you through,all the tears i made you shed,it's really not worth it. Like what you said,i'm a different guy from before,and i don't even know why. Hearing you on the phone just now really breaks my heart,to hear you so lost and heartbroken,so i've decided that i'm gonna leave your life,don't get me wrong,i still love you as much as i did when i first laid eyes on you,but as people always say,if you really love someone,you would do anything for that person,even if it means you having to suffer at her expense. That's exactly what i'm going to do,i love you enough to let you go. I guess you will probably hate me for doing this and you will think i'm a selfish guy who thinks bout himself,but in time you will see why i did this,its not because i'm selfish,but its because i love you so so much that i don't want to see me hurt you ever again,and this is the best way to do so.
Wenhui,you have been the best thing that has happened in my life,really:) and i can never thank you enough for that. You've sacrificed so so much for me but i don't even appreciate it,i'm really not worth it. Everything you did you thought of me,i can never thank you enough for that. I'm sorry i can't make you feel like the most blessed girl ever,i have failed terribly in fact:( i thought about all the things you've done for me and i think to myself 'Am i not the luckiest guy to have a girl like her?' i'm sorry you can't say the same for me. Knowing you for the past year and a half was without a doubt the best time of my life,i mean how can it not be? Every morning i wake up knowing that i have such a beautiful girl to talk to:) every guy would want that! But a guy like me doesn't even deserve it.
This year is a very very important year for both of us,and we do not have the luxury of time to get distracted right now. I know your mood is affected easily by me,so if you do not have me in your head,you can concentrate completely on your work. So please understand why i'm doing this ok? I loved you the moment i laid eyes on you and nothing can ever change that,nothing:) i would not blame you if you talk to another guy or if you fall for another guy,cause all i want is for you to be happy. The thing i regret most in this relationship was not being able to make you happy like how bryce did,to make you pampered like how he did. I have really failed as a boyfriend. I think this is the best thing i can ever do for you,this is the best way for me to stop hurting you. I'm willing to do anything for you,even if it means losing you to another guy,cause i know you would be better off with someone else. Someone who is more caring and understanding than me,someone who can make you feel like the most blessed girl ever,someone who can pamper you everyday. Someone who is not like me.
Ok i think i'm talking too much! Lastly,i would like to wish you all the best in anything and everything you do,be it in your studies or in your love life. I hope you find a guy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated,find someone who does not take you for granted k? take care:)
i will love you forever.
Monday, 07 December 2009
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IT WOULD HAVE
WORKED OUT RIGHT
yayy! I'm back. shoooppping is crazzzzy! I can totally go without food with shopping but when I'm back here,I keep eating especially when I'm at home! I'm gaining back all the weight :(
I'm missing cc like crazzzzy. we haven't been talking for like 2weeks!!!! I haven't start revising all my work and start on my homeworks. When I've got like all the tests on the first week of school and my homeworks are like mountains. Just physics alone can suffocate me to death! not to mention,I still got to write my testimonial but luckily, I hand this great responsibility to my awesome brother.
OMG! THIS IS MORE LIKE MY BLOG! I shall go on to the blog owner.
His life is great because he got nothing to worry about. He went out with Acube,Jerry,Peizhi and Nicholas to watch a movie and somerset@313! and they took a santa picca! ohyes,he said he is a _________. some people,tsktsk!
uhoh! I got to go and entertain him now
Wednesday, 02 December 2009
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Currently
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By Britney Spears
see relatedIT ONLY TAKES ONE REASON
FOR SOMEONE TO BE HAPPY
Yayye you will be back in like 1 to 2 hours! I can't wait for you to be back omg! Gonna wait for your call
Friday, 27 November 2009
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Currently
Everybody in Love
By Jls
see relatedYou know you need someone
When the need’s so strong
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come backIts only friday and i'm already suffering,why did you have to go?
I look at how this coming week is gonna be and i get really depressed. Can you imagine waking up everyday with nothing to look forward to? Its really hard to go through a day without thinking of you. Every minute i'll be thinking bout your cheerful smile or the times we spent together...its really hard to live without you. Please come back soon,i really can't take this any longer. All i can do now is just look at your pictures and wish that you were with me. You don't know how much i miss you.Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am i gonna do
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
what else could it be missing you so deep
long as I’m where you’re going to
I’d wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you
And even when we mad, and say we’re through
Deep inside you feel the same way i do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it’s harder tryin' to stay mad
I could tell you that you can’t stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I’ll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away
KyLeE_WhOrE
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- Location: Singapore
- Member Since: 9/11/2008
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